Something I almost forgot...

The oh-so-heavenly nice cake from Delicious!

Had it yesterday with Daphne, Wendy, Carling, AhBoi and Liancy at Bangsar Village's Delicious!

不想睡

“休息是为了走更长远的路。” 这句话是高中时代上课想睡觉的借口。现在的我觉得睡觉时间会过得特别快，快对我来说有好有坏。好在我可以回家了，坏在我有好多好多事情还没完成。夜里的宁静让我觉得很舒服，很自在，很快乐，就只在这时候头脑里才完全没有烦恼，所以就算我觉得很累我也不甘愿睡觉，希望时间可以Pause著一下（Sheryl 你也要Pause一下！）假如一个人能不需要睡觉但还是有精神做事情那就好！我已经在这里三个月了，时间真的过得很快很快，难道我睡太多了吗？我开始珍惜拥自己一个人的时间，room mate 因为在放假所以回家了，房里只有我一个人，突然觉得一个人拥有一间房间真好！不是我讨厌我的room mate，只是觉得这样不用担心会吵到别人，放心地做自己要做的事会很好！快要十二点了，对我来说还早。*叹气* 天啊！求你让我的世界快乐一点好过一点啦！Darth Vader 别靠近我，*shoo* *shoo* 我不要跟你走！不要！不要！我不要！！！！！！

Another one.

28-03-08 7:36pm

Just after two minutes. 7:38pm

Counting again....

22 Days to Study Leave.

31 days to Semester Exam.

46 days to go HOME!

Feels like home...

Windows closed,curtains closed with a little light in, comfy blanket, my purple "smelly smelly", favourite songs playing, lying on the bed,alone, fall asleep in peace.This is what I always do in my own room back home, same feeling just no air-cond here nia.No worries, just sleep.The BEST feeling ever!

*faint*

*Faint*

梦想在哪里？

还记得小时候

作文簿上的志愿

那天真的幻想

如今都到哪里躲藏

走出网咖凌晨的三点钟

过天堂世纪帝国直达战栗时空

看不见的世界里我是英雄

然后回到没有目标的活著在现实中

oh my god,oh my god who am i

我的外号是嘴上乔丹

oh my god,oh my god who am i

座右铭是我混故我在

也曾开心的耶耶耶

也有失落的我我我

蝴蝶飞出了潜水钟

我却还在原地停留

留不住时间耶耶耶

总是后悔的我我我

我不要一生就这样

到最后一生就这样

这样的我

这样的勇敢的我单纯的我

复杂的我冷的我热的我

无聊的我懒惰的我总是怀疑的我

讲了又不听听了又不做做又做不好的我

买一个梦五十块钱的梦

期待五百万分之一的奇迹降落

从此以后想要什么喜欢什么就有什么

但是我的人生还可以努力追求什么

have you ever wanna be a spaceman?

have you ever wanna be a president yrah?

or you're still a daydreaming make?

have you ever wanna be wanna be

还记得小时候

作文簿上的志愿

那天真的幻想

如今都到哪里躲藏

Two Freaks In Training..

Was cheated by LianJi, suppose to do the eyes TOGETHER.

Just to cover up my pimple....

Exquisite.

View from my room window...

27-03-08 7:55pm

Oh-My-God Pictures.

Oh-My-God 1~

Oh-My-God 2~

Oh-My-God 3~ "See What See"

Oh-My-God 4~

Oh-My-God 5~

Oh-My-God 6~

Oh-My-God 7~

Oh-My-God 8~

Counting Down The Days...

23 days to my Study Leave.

33 days to Semester Exam.

48 days to go HOME!!!

A new start?

Spent the weekend with LianJi and her mum. Went to Sunway Pyramid every night, went to Ikea and The Curve yesterday, had a very extra-ordinary lunch with her mum's friend, organic lunch, everything was organic. Oh and a new housemate came, she's from Johor, LianJi's roommate also. We talked alot last night and I even slept in their room last night, two beds sticking together, LianJi's mum slept alone by the side, we four girls talked alot alot.LianJi's mum left this afternoon, she was sad to leave, I was sad to see her leave too!!!Felt like it's a new start,a better 1, now got LianJi. We laughed for more than half an hour without any reason last night.Went to Sunway Pyramid AGAIN few hours ago, needed to buy s formal shirt and shoes for my presentation. So hard to find the right shoes.Gosh!

Sing K Sing K!

OMG!!It's so nice to be singing out loud!!Went to RedBox with AhVia, AhBoi, Siaw Yun, Sheryl and Wendy!So happy!!Yi kin bo lang kua, yi kin bo lang tia.ahh ahh ahh...~!We spent the whole day at Sunway Pyramid had so much fun hanging out together with Ex CHMSNO1 people!And Liancy is coming tommorow!!!!weeeeeeee~~~~

A photo with AhShin!!
AhVia's sunnies.

Lunch at Sakae Sushi.

Sheryl went home earlier than us!Oh mo.

Reserved For Liancy Lee.

Reserved ESPECIALLY for Liancy Lee...As requested by Liancy Lee.

Haha...See how nice am I...FRIDAY!!!

True Friends

I didn't sleep on Sunday night until Monday morning, was doing my model. Was soooo tired when I went to school, when I got home from class for that day it was already almost 7pm and it was raining very very big. TingTing and I were all wet when we reached home, I quickly took a bath then went down for dinner with her and Sheryl. After dinner I was supposed to quick start drawing my One-Point Perspective but needed to wait HuiHui to come to teach us and she said she would be late so TingTing asked me to go sleep b4 HuiHui came and asked for my house mate's number just in case she couldn't get me up through smses or calls. I slept for like an hour then suddenly the light was on and TingTing came into my room.."MICHELLEEEEEEEEE...WAKE UP LIAO......!!!" along with HuiHui and my two housemates. I was so blur when i woke up then HuiHui passed me a bottle of nice nice drink which she made it herself especially for me and TingTing coz she said she see us dead tuna faces.I was so touched!Then they went to TingTing's place and I started drawing mine with HuiHui's drawing as reference. Later I brought my stuff to TingTing's place coz needa ask her something then HuiHui cooked mushroom soup for us..It was nice too!!!I only finished everything at 3 something in the morning. I went home and just jumped into my bed and fell asleep instantly. The next I couldn't really wake up. Was late to class this morning then slept during English class.Now I'm back at home.Later need study again.Tomorrow got Mid-term exam for Building Materials.After tomorrow then it's Thursday!HOLIDAY!Then it's FRIDAY!LIANJI DAY!!

Bad KTM Experience!

Went to Wendy's place after class on Friday. I walked from Ridzuan to Sunway Pyramid's bus stop coz the taxi fare was rm10 that time coz the drivers said traffic jam so rm10 so I just walked. So very tiring. Was sweating all over when I reached the bus stop. Boarded bus no.66 then it drove one whole round istead of turning into the lorong which leads to Wendy's hostel. So I was in the bus for almost half an hour until I really reached her hostel. We had dinner at Pink with Ahboi and their friend, Jacqueline. After dinner we took a cab to Subang KTM station. There we waited for almost an hour for the KTM to arrive and it rained! During the one hour, four of us were bored so we talked craps and I had my backpack in front of me which made me looked like a pregnant lady.

This is how four of us were like while waiting.(Took the picture from Wendy's blog)

When the KTM finally arrived, four of us were sooooo excited. We got in and kept talking then when it reached Petaling Station. It stopped like for more than half hour until they announced that there was some technical problems so can't keep moving. We all went like "WHAT?!" so everybody got out of the KTM and tried to call for taxi instead but NO TAXI!GOSH!After awhile they announced that the KTM is working already so everybody went in again. So it moved, until it reached somewhere between Petaling and Pantai Dalam it stopped AGAIN!This time doors closed coz it was in the middle of the track and everybody waited. For more than half an hour it started to move again until it reached Pantai Dalam station, they announced that there were still technical problems and so all KTM will not be moving anymore so everybody went out again. We tried to get a cab but no cab again then we saw a bus coming. Bus to Kerinchi, then Ahboi suddenly remembered "Get on the bus quick!After Kerinchi then is Bangsar so we go Kerinchi now". So all we went into the bus, a nice Malay woman sat beside me and asked me what happened so I explained everything to her and asked her how can we go Bangsar from Kerinchi then she said when we reach Kerinchi we can take LRT to Bangsar. The bus were packed in just a few minutes. In between I called Daphne and explained the situation to her and she didn't know where is Kerinchi but we assured her that we would be alright. After we reached Kerinchi we ran to buy tickets to Bangsar n boarded LRT happily and reached Bnagsar happily too. Ben picked us up at the Bangsar station and sent Jacqueline to her aunt's place. When we actually reached Daphne's place it was already 11pm!We were all so tired. But we still helped Daphne to clean up her place 1st before we all went to bed. Me, Wendy and Ahboi shared a big comfy bed. We slept till noon the next day. Called for Mcd and waited for like an hour + till it arrived. Then Ben went to pick Jiny up and we all started preparing food when Ben and Jiny got back. The sotongs..eeww...it was fun preparing all the food tho.ahaha..At night we brought everything to the BBQ place near the swimming pool.The food was nice but there were lots of lots of lots of mosquitoes!!!

Attacked by cake.

Playing with the camera with Jiny!

Now looking forward to Thursday!AND LIANJI'S ARRIVAL ON FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YEE-HAAA

Tired.Sleepy.

I'm sooo tired now..........I want to sleeeeeeeeep......But something inside me is telling me that I shouldn't sleep, I should be doing my model instead. I'm soooo sleeepy. I wanna feel like home, my own room where, without any second thought, I can just jump into bed whenever I feel like sleeping and sleep until I wake up naturally.I wanna sleeeeeeeeeeeep!!!

LianJi LianJi LianJi

Seven more days to go baby!

LianJi LianJi LianJi

EIGHT more days to go baby!

Happy Birthday To Daphne!

Daphne just turned 24 today. Met up with Jiny and Joan with Wendy just now around 1030pm. The taxi fare from Ridzuan to Bangsar Puteri cost rm35.Gosh!Anyway when we reached there we started setting things up like this...

It was Joan's idea. =)

While waiting for Daphne and Ben to come back, four of us watched TV.After a little while then we heard from Joan that they were coming back soon.We were hiding in the kitchen when Daphne and Ben came in. "oh-my-god~~~" cried Daphne. "JOAN!!!!" then we all stood up. She was forced to blow out all the tea lights along the way and there were cakes along the way too...There were four cakes, nice nice looking cakes Joan got from Secret Recipe.

Left to Right: Joan, Ben, Daphne, Jiny, Michelle, Wendy.

Well...this is not the end. We'll be having BBQ over at Ben and Daphne's place on Friday night!!wee-hee.....

Floating back into the memories of 2007.

Have been listening to the songs which I listened almost everyday in 2007, the songs which brought me through my everyday life in 2007. Same songs same time same me just different place different feeling different atmosphere. *sigh* I just downloaded two songs today and have been repeating them for many times already.haha..

单身潜逃
歌手：戴佩妮 专辑：ipenny

我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装
不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会慌
我也和你一样
曾经年少轻狂
受了一点伤
我们都是一样
相信永远不远
但坚持却有点难
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的铐
摺叠我剩余的微笑
通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷
摺叠我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃

怎样
歌手：戴佩妮 专辑：怎样

我这里天快要黑了
那里呢
我这里天气凉凉的
那里呢
我这里一切都变了
我变的懂事了
我又开始写日记了
而那你呢
我这里天快要亮了
那里呢
我这里天气很炎热
那里呢
我这里一切都变了
我变的不哭了
我把照片也收起了
而那你呢
如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是深爱着对方
像开始时那样握着手就算天快亮
我们现在还在一起会是怎样
我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方
像结束时那样
明知道你没有错
还硬要我原谅
我不会原谅
我怎么原谅

Lost

I'm lost. I don't know where's my direction. I'm tired. I want to be happy doing whatever I'm supposed to do. I want to feel lucky. I want to laugh away my stress and worries. I want to live!Can somebody please wash my brain and put in happy thoughts in for me?

Counting down the days to LianJi's arrival....9 days!

I've watched the video that my classmates in Building Material did for our 2nd assignment on YouTube. It's very funny and cool. Check it out.

Walking home whenever there's no class is alot better than spending time in the library waiting for computers to use.

Before going to Building Materials class this morning, me, TingTing and Chua went for breakfast and we discussed about walking back to hostel before 10am. My morning class finishes at 10am so needed to get out of class earlier than that. During class, TingTing was sleeping, the time was reaching 915am, I woke her up and when the lecturer's back was against us we ran out of the class using the back door. Oh my...so funny. After that I went to library to print out my essay then straight away meet Chua downstairs and three of us walked home. Will be going back to school after lunch because the next class will be starting at 1pm. There are actually many things to do for the 2 hours+ at home rather than spending time in the library and see people we don't wanna see. At home, can wash clothes and do alot of stuff laa..So next time I'm walking home whenever I can.It only takes like 10-15mins walk back home anyway.hahahaha

CHEERS!

I just finished my 2nd essay!!!Thanks to Ah Kho for some points!

Counting down the days to LianJi's arrival.....11 more days to go!

Another happy weekend has gone by.

Friday was another happy Friday. Spent the whole afternoon with Wendy and had this nice butter chicken rice near her hostel. Spent my night continuing to draw my Axonometric Projection. Saturday, Wendy, Ahboi and I went MidValley to buy tickets to Mayday's concert on 19th April, wee-hee, we got tickets d!!Lepak awhile at MidValley then went to take ktm back to my place for dinner with my housemates. We waited for long long time, in the end we gave up waiting coz there were many many many many people, they all squeezed in like what ar...we didn't even had the chance to board. It was raining and we tried the call a cab but no cabs then we took a bus to Sunway Pyramid then take a cab there to Ridzuan. After dinner I packed my drawing tools then we 3 took a cab back to Sunway hostel(where Wendy and Ahboi live). I continue drawing my Axonometric Projection again..Drew till ki siao(you guys can ask Wendy about it). And it was my 1st time experiencing yellowish water flowing out of every taps in the house.Eeew...After the drawing me and Wendy watched an episode of a HK drama until we realized it was 4am already so we quickly went to bed. Sunday, we woke up quite late, had lunch near their place and guess what?The water was still yellowish and I forgot till what time it turned white again. I did my English essay there and printed it out as well. Had dinner near their place which they call ORANGE, just because the building is in Orange colour.lol.Now I'm back in my own room looking forward to the coming Friday!!

I don't understand....

Why are we all the same(we live, we sleep, we cry, we laugh, we eat....) but we are still different in many ways?!Why are they happier than I am, why are they moving on so smoothly, how can they be happy over 1 small matter, why they understand more than I do?I'm being dragged down into confusion...getting deeper and deeper and deeper....Is there anyone out there who can save me?????????

Faces

Everyday I see different faces around me, "How are their lives like?Are they happy?Satisfied with life?Frustrated?Giving up?". I'm interested to know the stories of their lives, not being the 38 me but being wanting to know more to life. At school, I see people cry, making me want to know what happened to them. I see people laughing out loud making me wondering how can they actually do that. I see emotionless faces, sotong faces, wondering if they are awake to life.The faces I see everyday now are TOTALLY different from the faces I saw last year.Last year, I was eager to go to school every morning to see everybody, the faces I've known for soooo long and talk whatever we can to one another.Now, it's different, the eagerness in me going to school has gone.I don't like seeing unfamiliar faces. I've lost my reasons to laugh or be happy about, I don't remember who I was anymore. I'm moving on blur-ly, doing everything which I'm supposed to do just not what I feel happy doing, maybe it takes time, for me to really fit in and to really understand ME, understand what exactly I'm doing and WHY exactly I'm doing it. I've made my lifetime decision which I must carry on to get THERE!Always reminding myself...*I want 5 Audis...5 5 5..vroom vroom*..ahahaha...The past days are always the best days, it's hard to forget about it.We all have the right to decide how we want to live through today, tomorrow...So make everyday a memorable and happy day.People..CHEER for Michelle, who rocks your life!

Onion(I LOVE AHSHIN!!)

作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情

Hanging Out With Housemates, Wendy, AhBoi and Sheryl

Went to Sushi King last Thursday night with my 2 housemates,Serena and Asvin, and my roommate, Han Siean.Went a little crazy fooling around while eating.Met new friends too, they are all Serena and Asvin's church friends.Friendly people. AND was invited to church last night by my housemates, there were singing and dancing and games and lucky draw!!1st prize:iPod Touch!Gosh!First we all filled in forms about our details, I got a green colour form I happily filled in the form and passed to the runners.Later, I kept imagining if I have my hands on that iPod Touch.There were nice fun games before the lucky draw.When it finally came to picking the lucky 1, 3rd prize-Rm50 Esprit Voucher, 2nd prize- Rm100 TopShop Voucher, 1st prize iPod Touch!I was all ready to go up to take my iPod Touch when they were digging for the lucky person.The guy picked up a GREEN form and said "oh...it's a girl...AND a digi user...". Green+Girl+Digi User =ME too.I got all nervous and when he read out the phone number..016-5xxxxxx..SHIIIT...NOT ME!!!In the end we had hot dogs each, not bad nice.After that I had to rush home to meet Wendy and AhBoi and Sheryl because Wendy was going to stay overnight at my place and since my roommate went back to Penang for the weekend so got 1 spare bed in the room.When I finally reached home and met them, we had rotis for supper down at the malay restaurant at our place.Later they all went to my place as I needed Sheryl to help me out with my Internet connection. In the end Sheryl and AhBoi went back to Sheryl's place around 2 something in the morning.The next day we woke up early, like 8 something in the morning to have breakfast at Old Town in Subang as me and Sheryl had to go to school library to do some work. After we had breakfast me and Sheryl went to school library and Wendy and AhBoi went back to their own hostel. It was nice to have Wendy sleeping overnight with me as I get emotional these days so it's better that there's someone close standing by me.So THANK YOU SISTAR!!!And it was really nice to hang out with Ahboi together with Sheryl.It reminds me of the times we used to do this hanging out together to talk crap back in our senior years in CHMSNO1.It's REALLY good to hang around with the people you know for sooo long.I started my Building Materials Assignment 2 with my group members this morning.Our task: Choose a building material and present it in an EXTRA-ORDINARY way.For example, sing it out or act it out. So our group decided to do it in a singing way. We planned to finish it by today but two our group members couldn't stay back too late as they have other plans so we only did half..well..can counted as half gua.Tomorrow needa continue again.SO ANNOYING.I really want Wendy to stay overnight at my place again for tonight but....I MUST NOT be so selfish. She has her own things to do as well and I'm not free tomorrow also as I need to continue doing my Assignment2.*sigh*I really wish I could have a whole day spending time with her and AhBoi and Sheryl.Really really really really really....Counting down the days to LianZhi's arrival on 21st March!!