Reading My Past

Was reading my previous posts, from the very 1st day of my very 1st post till the latest post. All that I've gone through, I realised I'm learning each day. Followed my mum driving my sisters to school this morning, CHMSNo.1, the same old road, same old atmosphere, same old smell, everything same just different faces of the ones wearing ties. The feeling came back to me like as if I'm actually still schooling there. Every morning there will be peeps sweeping the carpark at the back, back then I was always late to school so every morning when passing by the carpark at the back, the familiar faces were already started sweeping the floor. This time, there will no longer be those faces there(not that they are all dead.*choi*). The same smiles on the teachers' faces. It's like everything is still there, like as if it's still 2007 but there's no longer you being there anymore, just some younger ones moving up. Time has changed, people move on, but why oh why do some people like me hoping and hoping and hoping that one day I would wake up and finally realised these are just a dream, wake up to the year 2007, doing the things I didn't get to do. shit. shit. shit. *sigh* life~

And the 1st half year of my 2008---scary~!Everyday at kl feeling the urge of swimming back home.lol. My semester1, a hard start of my life, made me work hard with time. Falling sick at kl is the worst experience I had, when there was no mummy by your side bringing in the medicine to your room with a cup of water and checking on you every hour. The sickness lasts even longer than at home. My favourite songs got me through my hard times and pictures got me through the absence of my KCH friends. Another semester is coming in 6 days. I'm actually starting to miss my sponge-T.hahaha...