I almost forgot about my change.

Guess what peeps?

I just cut my hair short last Saturday!

Big change eh?

Well..it's about time!

Series of Unfortunate Events.

Remember the books of A Series of Unfortunate Events?Where Count Olaf keeps coming back in each of the stories after every kind of escapes with different kinds of hilarious disguises?Well, there has been a series of unfortunate events happening to my life lately. It comes to me in different kinds of disguises too. It has made me lose hope, see clearer and clearer of the REAL person in the people around me, the urge of giving up my dream(which is also the dream of the people I care and love) , etc. Things just happened out of expectations and the only thing you can do is just to move on, to get through it. But it still takes a long long time to heal the heart when you've tried so hard and things just turned out to be worse than expected. Lucky to Klaus, Violet and Sunny that they are in it together.

I'm all alone in this war.

I don't believe in "Don't Worry, You Can Do It." ( It has ALWAYS turned out to be my kind of curse to make things worse or addition to more unfortunate events to my life.)

I only believe in "Just Keep Trying."

If you really mean the whole heart of you to encourage people, I think "Just Keep Trying" has the stronger sense of giving the person to just keep following the heart and enjoy anything that happens along the way. I think it means more than "Don't Worry, You Can Do It.". It sounds more sarcastic. Even the sentence gives me a feeling of an end. -ing is better. c:

To: My Series of Unfortunate Events

I don't give a shit of you coming in ANY disguises anymore. You are just YOU. Any kind of disguises won't change the way I hate you. You'll go down eventually one day! *piak*

Hate,

Michelle.

The BIGGEST thief of all.

Time, is the biggest thief of all.
It steals away everything.

wo hen re!!!

WO HEN RE!!!!

WO YAO LENG QI!!!

WO YAO SHUI JIAO!!!

SHUI LAI JIU WO??!!

After 12.

After 12am, it used to be the day's scariest time when I was little. I'd always be in bed far ealier than 12am. When I couldn't fall asleep after 12am I'd be scared. Scared of the dark, scared of the creatures that come out during the dark. Lying in my bed frozen as I feared the creatures might know that I'm awake and come find me.The dark seemed to last alot longer back then.

Now, the night is short. Filled with unfinished work and you're all alone with them. No creatures no anything but unfinished work. You cannot sleep, no you cannot sleep even if you're exhausted, you're frustrated, you're stucked or whatever.

You just can't sleep.

H.E.L.P!

what it's like?

been wondering all the time..

what it's like to be playing music for the rest of my life?

And practice is the only thing I do everyday for life?

what happens when your favorite things don't go well together?

*sigh* you might just needa consider which is the 1st in priority and give up the rest for the moment.

And so it is time. ;(

STOP SINGING ALREADY!!!!DAMNIT!!!

and i'm referring to the same person i was talking bout in my previous post.